I’m sorry for taking so long to reply to this, but I’m now in a good enough place to try and give advice again 🙂
Wanting a sexual relationship without romance does NOT make you weird! There are a lot of people (myself included) who are aromantic but not asexual, people just usually lump us together for some reason. There is nothing wrong with being aroace, just aromantic, or just asexual!!! Your preferences are up to you, don’t ever feel ashamed or weird for them 🙂
Also, your romantic orientation and sexual orientation are completely separate!